Wednesday, November 30, 2011

Waiting it out

The first few weeks after the pregnancy discovery is like meandering across different sides of a reality line. We both know it's real.. only no one else does. Sometimes during the day I forget that it's even happening. And then everything comes rushing back to me and I remember it most certainly is. There are so many stages for it to become more real, the morning sickness, the ultrasound, the growing belly, etc. that are still yet to come. A part of me is happy that there's 9 months to prepare for the biggest change ever. Another part wants to become a dad tomorrow. Life feels like it's on a yo-yo right now. And I never figured out how the hell those things worked...

I do know that it's kinda weird, sorta scary and really cool to fill in the "This is the last time we'll do ____ before the baby" blank. The last Christmas is coming up. And it's going to be a big one. We've got some news to share. Her family Christmas Eve. My family Christmas day. Let's see if Santa can top this one.

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